In my last post, I shared my journey of navigating school amidst hormonal changes and an epilepsy diagnosis. Today, I want to delve deeper into my experience and the struggles I faced in accepting my condition.

When I was first diagnosed with epilepsy, I didn’t want to acknowledge it. The thought of having to make changes in my life was overwhelming, so I chose to ignore it. This denial lasted for several years. I wasn’t on any medication until I was around 23 because my mum, seeing my refusal to accept my condition, hesitated to put me on meds.

During those years, I made a series of risky choices. I would cycle on roads without a helmet, stay out late, go out with friends, and drink alcohol—all without considering the severe consequences these actions could have, like having a seizure in a dangerous situation. The possibility of a fit never really entered my mind.

It was only later, when my seizures became more frequent, that I realized I had to be more careful. I tried various alternative treatments like acupuncture and a gluten-free diet, but nothing seemed to work. My mum was keen on pursuing natural remedies, but unfortunately, they didn’t provide the relief we hoped for.

In hindsight, I realize how much my condition affected my mum. She was deeply concerned about my well-being and was constantly searching for ways to help me, all while respecting my initial reluctance to accept my diagnosis.

Coming to terms with epilepsy and starting medication was a significant turning point in my life. It taught me the importance of acknowledging health issues and the need for appropriate treatment. Ignoring a condition doesn’t make it go away; it only postpones the inevitable need to address it.

Through sharing my story, I hope to encourage others facing similar struggles to accept their diagnoses sooner rather than later. It’s essential to understand the impact our health has not just on ourselves but also on our loved ones. Acknowledging and managing a condition responsibly is crucial for leading a safer and healthier life.

Thank you for reading and for your continued support. I look forward to sharing more about my journey and the lessons I’ve learned along the way.

Kind regards,